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💘: how does my muse act/react when they first realize that they had a crush on somebody?

The first thing he does is shove it deep, deep down where no one can find it.

For most of his life, he was constantly reminded that getting attached deeply to someone was dangerous. In the mines, in the arena, as a revolutionary, in a war- anyone around you could die at any moment. Or worse, as time went on, it became harder to tell who could even be trusted with intel, let alone his spark. The disaster with Orion didn’t help.

Even if someone might be worth the risk, if they might be a perfect companion for him, starting a relationship with the leader of a volatile faction would paint a target on their back. Anything that happened to them would be because someone was trying to hurt him. If he had feelings for that person, the worst thing he could do was admit it.

Now that things have calmed down, there isn’t nearly as much danger, but old habits die hard. Feelings of attraction still pop up as red flags for Megatron, so he ignores it for as long as he possibly can. In most cases, he eventually forgets those feelings.

ღ: how does my muse feel about displays of affection in public and/or in private?

If Megatron ever kisses someone in public, some supernatural thing is at play. He’s possessed, or some magic is forcing him to suddenly not care who sees. The most he’s comfortable doing in public is being physically close, which only translates to PDA if you have a Warlord Body Language Guide.

In private, the guy’s a secret romantic. Nuzzles, cuddling, hand-holding, all that jazz. He’s hella touch-starved, but restrains himself to what his partner is comfortable with.

❥: what is my muse’s ideal date?

Megatron doesn’t really “date”, or a least he thinks he doesn’t. He just spends a dedicated amount of time with a specific person and no one else while doing things that they both enjoy.

Which is basically a date

But really, his best date would probably involve a good, hard spar, and laying together afterwards in the quiet of a habsuite, tending to any minor wounds they might have given each other. A bit of fun, a bit of intimate closeness.

♡: how does my muse act, consciously and/or subconsciously, around people they are romantically interested in?

In public, Megatron likes to think it doesn’t show. He also likes to think that his optics look in the same direction all the time. I mean that he tries to remain impartial when around other people, just because as a leader it’s frowned upon to give one person preferential treatment. …This is also an impossible task for him. He simply puts more value in that person, so it comes out in how far he stands from them, whose judgement he defers to, who is trusted with the most important tasks. Soundwave was by no means treated the same as his other subordinates, even before their relationship became a thing.

Another thing that may or may not be a conscious choice given the situation is that he’ll relax around mechs he’s interested in. His EM field is normally tight to his body, but it’ll fuzz and expand as he chooses to let someone in. His plating too relaxes a bit, and he doesn’t glare as much. All this stuff isn’t very noticeable, unless you’re a vehicon who’s spent time working near Megatron every day. To them Megs might as well be wearing a sign that says “HELLO I AM VERY INTERESTED”.

💕: how does my muse express their feelings? do they do through small but meaningful gestures, or through bold declarations?

Megatron’s broad emotions are extremely obvious. If he’s pleased, he struts, if he’s angry he’s vocal and violent. If he cares about someone it’s obvious too, but only if you know what to look for.

Megatron is a mech whose whole life is made of bold statements, so when it comes to him, the little things almost matter more. He will get all up in people’s faces to intimidate and prove a point, to remind them of his power. With someone he likes, he is purposefully gentler, respecting their personal space and maybe laying a hand on their back or shoulder in private. If they’re walking together and his partner is short than he is, he’ll adjust his pace for them. He’ll hear them out if they disagree with him, request to spend time with them just for the company.

When it’s serious, any and all declarations are private. Big gestures to show his trust in the other person, but never with an audience.

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💓: how does my muse feel about physical intimacy?

When Megatron was young, it was sort of an escape, miners finding a little bit of pleasure and comfort in each other for a while when everything else around them was terrible. 

In the arena, victors had scores of fans, begging on their knees for a chance to get into berth with them. He indulged a few times, but it felt too shallow for him to enjoy it much. 

Through the entire war, millions of years, he only interfaced a handful of times, in celebration of hard-won battles. Little private moments stolen with commanding officers, in the heat of the moment, never lasting very long.

Now that his war is over, there’s no sense of urgency, none of this “we could die tomorrow, but we’re alive now so let’s enjoy that.” At the same time, without an enemy to constantly plan around, Megatron finds himself with a lot more restless energy, and a lot more free time. Even with a conjunx who is freer with interfacing, Megatron is still getting used to the idea that there doesn’t have to be some dire circumstance to justify spending his time that way. It’s hard to adjust to peace after a lifetime of fighting, to let himself enjoy the experience for its own sake.

NAME OF YOUR MUSE
Megatron

ONE PICTURE YOU LIKE BEST OF YOUR MUSE’S FC

((I almost never do reaction images that aren’t just Megatron’s face, but deep down isn’t he really just Grunkle Stan?))

TWO HEADCANONS YOU HAVE FOR YOUR MUSE THAT YOU NEVER TOLD ANYONE
Generally if I come up with a thing I’m too excited to keep it to myself but let’s see…

  1. This version of Megatron never formed a DJD, but he has used assassins to target specific people before. What was done to those people he left up to the assassin’s discretion, with the instruction, “Make it last.”
  2. Megatronus briefly tried out a standard paint job, for his debut in the arena. A dark matte grey with red accents. Upon suggestion of his handler, he removed it after the first fight because he was told bare metal would make him stand out.

THREE THINGS THAT YOUR MUSE LIKES DOING IN THEIR FREE TIME

  1. Watching the dunks fight over scrap metal he tosses in their tank.
  2. If anyone’s down for sparring, he’s down.
  3. Musicals make more sense to him than most regular human movies.

SEVEN PEOPLE THAT YOUR MUSE LOVES / LIKES / RESPECTS
In no particular order, people who won’t get thrown across the room for touching the battle-ready death machine:

  1. @the-scrappy-stinger
  2. @xxxsoundwavexxx
  3. @ask-smokescreen (provided he’s not trying to steal anything off of Megatron’s frame. NO EYEBROWS FOR YOU)
  4. @big-shoes-to-fill
  5. @thelibrarianpax
  6. @st3v3-the-eradicon
  7. @heligooddeals

TWO THINGS YOUR MUSE REGRETS

  1. “Nothing! Regret is pointless, and keeps you from moving forward.”
  2. Everything to do with Optimus. He keeps it buried, but like a foot down.

TWO PHOBIAS YOUR MUSE HAS

  1. Being unable to move (restraints he knows he can break out of won’t stir a reaction, but if he tries to get free with all his strength and can’t, he will start to panic)
  2. Not being in control of himself, in a literal sense. Blame Unicron, Megs certainly does.

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One.

Megatron stood in the corner of a dark room, unsure of how he’d gotten there. He looked around, struck with a vague sense of familiarity; he’d been before, surely, but the edges of his vision were blurred. Had he been drugged perhaps? Reaching for the light, the sound of voices approaching made him freeze. “No…”

The door opened, his own frame silhouetted in the light of the hallway. A much younger Megatron stormed inside, throwing himself at the nearest table to cling to the edge with his optics squeezed shut. Orion Pax was not far behind him, but wisely kept his distance. “I don’t want to see this,” the present Megatron admitted to whatever had brought him here.

‘Megatronus, the threat of force-’

‘My name is Megatron,’ snarled his younger self, ‘and that is the only thing that will make the high castes listen to us! You’re playing into their hand, Orion! If you think compromise and politics-’

‘You have to see things from their side as well! They will work with us if we stand together and work for change, but a revolution will only be met with more violence. They will not work with-’

‘With me. That is what you’re thinking, isn’t it?’

‘Megatron, please…’ Orion backed away as the gladiator threw a chair against the opposite wall, but his expression was stern, measured, and all to familiar. The silent observer found he couldn’t turn away. “Stop this…”

‘I am the symbol of all that’s about to come crashing down around them, I will not compromise to spare them the pain of what they’ve done to us for millenia! I will not yield simply because the reality of the situation is ugly to them! They will be held accountable!’ His old self bellowed and slammed his fist down onto the table, leaving a sizable dent.

‘You can’t be serious… there are innocent mechs who will empathize if we show them the truth. What you’re calling for is war! We cannot-!’

‘We?! You made your true alliance all too clear today, when you stole my audience with the council, when you made them disregard us as a threat to their standing! I will not be denied!’ Megatron’s younger self drew his blade, a crazed anger flooding his wide optics. Only now did Orion seem to realize he was trapped in a room with a mech who had killed so many others. He took another step back, this time out of fear.

“No more!!” The old warlord cried out but no one could hear him, the ancient scene playing out as it had so many times in his disturbed dreams.

‘Don’t… Brother, please…’ The ghost of Megatron’s past swung back and drove his blade deep into the wall beside Orion’s helm. 

‘Leave me. If you will not stand by my side, then GET OUT!! I WILL HAVE MY REVOLUTION WITH OR WITHOUT YOU!’ Orion’s optics were wide with hurt. Neither of them moved while Megatron’s vision began to fill with static, his lines pumping liquid lead. Everything burned, he couldn’t move, couldn’t hear, his vents clicked uselessly as his core temperature climbed. When they were little more than silhouettes, the smaller mech reached up to him, said something unintelligible, and left. 

When Megatron awoke, he tried to get off the berth, but doubled over in pain and clattered onto the floor. He grimaced and thrashed, sucking in as much cooling air as he could, core still much too hot from the unnatural writhing of his spark. Rex whined from his place on the floor, hesitant to approach until his master finally began to still, exhausted and finally at an easily regulated temperature. 

His helm fell back against the floor with a light ‘tnk’, optics shutting out the light as if they could shut out the overplayed memory files.

“No more…”

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↳  PLACE IN SOCIETY

○ Financial ━ wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty / n/a (no monetary system currently in place, need to work on that)

○ Medical ━ fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged

○ Class or Caste ━ upper / middle / working / slave / unsure / Lord & Leader

○ Education ━ qualified / unqualified / studying

○ Criminal Record ━ yes / yes, for minor crime / has aided / committed various crimes/ none

↳  FAMILY

○ Marital Status ━ married, happily / married, unhappily / engaged / partnered /single / divorced / widow or widower / separated

○ Children ━ has/having a child / no children / wants children / adopted a child / has several children who have insisted themselves upon him

○ Family ━ close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no sibling(s) / sibling(s) are deceased (Those he considered brothers)

○ Affiliation ━ orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s)/ prefers not to answer / forged / cold-constructed

↳ TRAITS AND TENDENCIES

○ extroverted / introverted / in-between

○ disorganized / organized / in-between

○ closed-minded / open-minded / in-between (Views aren’t conservative, but once he’s decided a thing he is stubborn as all hell)

disagreeable / agreeable / in-between

○ cautious / reckless / in-between

○ patient / impatient / in-between

outspoken / reserved / in-between

leader / follower / in-between

○ empathetic / apathetic / in-between

optimistic / pessimistic / in-between

○ traditional / modern / in-between

hard-working / lazy / in-between

○ cultured / uncultured / in-between

loyal (to the few who have earned it) / disloyal / unknown

faithful (to causes he deems worthy) / unfaithful / unknown

↳ BELIEFS

○ Faith ━ monotheistic / polytheistic / atheist / agnostic / nontheist / misotheist

○ Belief in Ghosts/Spirits ━ yes / no / don’t know / doesn’t care

○ Belief in Afterlife ━ yes / no / don’t know / doesn’t care

○ Belief in Reincarnation ━ yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

○ Belief in Aliens ━ yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

○ Philosophical ━ yes / no

↳ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION

○ Sexuality ━ heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual / demisexual / greysexual

○ Sex ━ sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable

○ Romance ━ romance repulsed  / romance neutral / romance favorable (though his idea of romance isn’t necessarily in line with everyone else’s)

○ Sexually ━ adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious

○ Potential Sexual Partners ━ male / female / agender / none / all  / undetermined

○ Potential Romantic Partners ━ male / female / agender / none / all / undetermined

↳ ABILITIES

○ Combat Skills ━ excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

○ Literacy Skills ━ excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

○ Artistic Skills ━ excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

○ Technical Skills ━ excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

↳ HABITS

○ Drinking Alcohol ━ never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

○ Smoking ━ trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

○ Other Narcotics ━ never / sometimes (dark energon) / frequently / to excess

○ Medicinal Drugs ━ never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

○ Indulgent Food ━ never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

○ Splurge Spending ━ never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

○ Gambling ━ never / sometimes / frequently / to excess