restitutiopax:

…Fine. Once.

    And thus once is taken, careful digits (small and flat and light-scorched, an exact mirror to the hands he may one day have again) running across that mighty helm and the dip and curve of light across beaten silver plating.

      A red shimmer catches in the dip of a long, serrated scar. It looks like war paint, he thinks, or the violent crimson that some infected plating takes as it tries to heal. 

      “You have a lot of scars,” he says, lacking much else to say (stuttering in wonder, a strange pride and admiration rising in his thick spark). “And yet they are lessened in other places along your plating. Why is that?”

He had expected Orion to perhaps flick a light or two, but the gentle caress has him take a him a moment to react. After allowing the young one to trace the scars that run from his optics, he reaches up to take Orion’s servo in hand, gently pulling it away. 

“Some scars run deeper than others, and some must be allowed to remain.”

restitutiopax:

mightymegatron:

Mechs with frames that were “mass produced” by the Well were seen as disposable. Miners such as myself were discarded when they fell past their usefulness, recycled into the equipment we used. I reformatted myself for flight after entering the ring, but imagine if you will that a dangerous revolutionary was openly opposing and later overthrowing the very foundation of your society. Now imagine that you resemble this mech. Those who failed to alter their appearance did not last long, regardless of the side they chose.

     “… and thus furthered the discrimination, and the petty fears of a society who believed more in the concept of frames over the uniqueness of the spark.”

I will never regret destroying such a system.

restitutiopax:

Nothing good, surely.

     Staaaaaares.

Mechs with frames that were “mass produced” by the Well were seen as disposable. Miners such as myself were discarded when they fell past their usefulness, recycled into the equipment we used. I reformatted myself for flight after entering the ring, but imagine if you will that a dangerous revolutionary was openly opposing and later overthrowing the very foundation of your society. Now imagine that you resemble this mech. Those who failed to alter their appearance did not last long, regardless of the side they chose.

An Interview

 restitutiopax:

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      Optic filters shutter back, flicking red away from blue (a hint of violet there in the inbetween, laced so deep in his very being like the true horror of repetition), and his spark twists.

       This is hardly a surprise. The few videos he has of Megatron prior to the War depict the mechanical with the blue optics common to Priman Cybertronians, a match to the shade of energon typically found in those days. But, like many other things about Megatron, the sight is unreasonably aching

        His audials flick back at the (immense, but much less intimidating) frame joining him. Nervous energy bunches and bounces around in his EM Field, optics dim as his Energon shifts around and pulls itself in tight around his Spark. A courtesy, perhaps, one meant to match his overbright frame to the plainer one of a unadorned Miner. 

         He is not afraid (tho’ his optics stray towards that fusion cannon, and the sharpened edges of a mechanical built to survive), but he is… uneased

“I don’t understand.“ he says, in that honest manner of the old Prime and the innocent Archivist. “I cannot possibly begin to understand what you and your fellow Decepticons went through. Not in any true manner, at least; research is helpful, yes, but it adds a comforting distance.“

        History is written by those who survive, and those who survive long enough to write it down rarely know of the struggles that fueled the creation of a War. 

       “But,” he says, with a sigh heavier than need be (something inside aching, feeling regretful). “I have not quite heard this side of the story before, and that does make more sense than the current running theory. And if I have not heard of it, then very, very few have.”

      He thinks, briefly, of all the Decepticon ‘drones’ that ‘helped’ construct most of Iacon, and begins to feel vaguely nauseous

       “The War started as an attempt to equalize others, and yet it ended as a massive scramble to gather energon and deal with… other such dangers.” Like over-obsessive Gods who somehow managed to get to Cybertron, and the beginning conflict caused by the rising Predaking Empire. “What changed?”

If Megatron had heard his soldiers referred to as drones in such a context, he would take great offense. Their frametype was one that was mass-produced, but each had his own spark, his own personality and thoughts, and each had chosen on his own to serve the Decepticon cause. They deserved more than to be relegated to the same social standing and  menial tasks that would have been asked of them had the war never began.

“In a way, it’s precisely as you described. Two beings so at odds with one another that we tore the world apart. But to simplify it as such would be an injustice to those who gave their lives.” The problem wasn’t that it shouldn’t be put into such terms, but that it was exactly that. It had been an injustice, and too many had paid the price for something far different than they had begun fighting for.

Megatron turned slightly, watching Orion. His optic ridges furrowed a bit for a moment before he continued, as if something were making it difficult.

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“When we met with the council, I came to the realization that nothing we said could make a difference. No argument that didn’t somehow benefit the upper castes had any sway, what did our discontent matter so long as they remained safe and in power? I was willing to do anything, to force change if I had to, so I threatened their safety, I threatened their power, their lives, as ours were threatened every day, they heard me then! …And then HE stepped in.” Megatron wrenched his gaze away from the little phantom of his memories. He didn’t want to slip, and refer to this Orion as the one who had betrayed him. 

“He tried to placate them, reassuring that a solution could be reached peacefully… the naive fool. Because of him, they knew they had an easy way out. They wouldn’t have to answer for the atrocities committed every day beneath their pedes because here was a mech who thought me too extreme, someone willing to see their side.” He winced, servos tensing into fists. “It disgusted me, infuriated me. We had worked so hard together, only to be undercut by one I considered a Brother, in favor of catering to the elite who had done this to us! And he was the one who received the Matrix-!!”

Sharp, hot pain lanced through his chest. He couldn’t conceal it this time from his field or from his reaction, leaning forward and clamping a servo over his chest. Everything hurt, a strut-deep ache as the self-inflicted poison reacted to his weakness. Too much anger. He opened all of his vents, effectively panting to cool his systems, focusing on the physical instead of the past. The solidity of the bench and the ground at his pedes, the subtle breeze through the crystal garden. Violet pulsed in his optics for a moment before it faded, as he was slowly able to calm himself. His gaze flicked to Orion as he straightened in the seat again. Since when was talking so draining?

“…The war would have happened regardless of our personal conflict… but it colored everything that followed. It changed us. He became a Prime in reaction to my revolution, and I became… ‘Lord Megatron,’ bent on destroying all trace of the old system… including him.”

An Interview

 restitutiopax:

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      That smile (sharp, intelligent, fierce) weighs strangely on his spark. 

He expects the anxious energy, the innate intimidation that eats away at his stance (which he would keep, as Megatron, terrible as he may be, cannot possibly be any worse than an entire decacycle of working in specialized, customer-service-specific retail without a break); to a point, he even expects the stare, that thing that broke down hundreds upon thousands of Autobots before him.

       His spark twists up with a strange, untenable sadness. 

       He sits as instructed (requested, maybe, in the only way that those forceful sorts know), feeling all the smaller for it. His optics drift from the focal point (Megatron’s kneepads, the metal dented and scratched from repeated use) to his faceplates, making careful note of every pit and scar he sees. He knows the origin of some, he thinks, from his holovids; others were lost to history, or made in the time of Destron Political Unrest that proceeded the Unicron Crisis. 

        Looking Megatron in the optic is easier than expected. He is nervous, yes, but he doesn’t not feel afraid

        Maybe his self-preservation programs finally shorted. The damned thing always was picky about choosing what he needed to worry about.

        “Everyone knows about the Great War,” he starts, initial disbelief (confusion) clogging his field. “It is the very foundation upon which our society is built, the prior-event that lead to the specificities of our culture.”

        He settles the Datapads on his lap, flicking a Stylus from his subspace. The weight is comforting. “Personally, sir, I was made soon after the War ended. I’ve seen our cities rebuild, watch the dead be smelted down and returned to the Allspark, reorganized the records of a War that nearly destroyed our species and half of a galaxy, and I’ve seen… a lack.”

        “The belief is that the War began because of an Inequality, exasperated by… unyielding forces.” His optics flick at the implication, digits curling into a loose fist. “Thus is what the remaining original Autobots say, and thus is what populates the historical texts. There are no original Decepticons left to give their side of the story, and thus our culture has taken an… biased approach to a War that cannot have been as simple as two stubborn mechanicals disagreeing about the decision of the Matrix.”

        There’s a weighted (regretful) pause, optics flickering before they return to meet the (once?) Warlord’s. “… is that alright?”

Prior event. Megatron’s optic sharpen in focus as he begins to understand that this version of his former friend is not from the distant past, but an alternate version of his own time, long after when he currently exists. The warlord stares down at Orion as he speaks, both absorbing his words and a deeper revelation. Suddenly, this is more than simply an interview, it’s an entirely new and dangerous possibility.

What if he could come back?

It takes Megatron a moment to respond, because he has to play back the latter part of Orion’s explanation to be able to focus on it. …Ah. The only way the Decepticons’ accounts could have been lost was if Orion was from one of those universes in which his alternate had perished or been exiled. He would never have allowed such a skew to take hold.

After Orion meets his gaze again, Megatron studies him a few more moments, and lets his red filters slide away, revealing exposed blue optics. He takes a step, turns, and sits beside the much younger mech.

“The war, in some shape and form, was inevitable. Perhaps it may not have been as costly without our initial conflict, but things could not have continued as they were. You speak of inequality as if that alone were not enough to cause it so I don’t believe you understand what life was like for those in the lower castes.” Megatron didn’t look at Orion now, instead glaring off into the distance.

“We were nothing more than tools. Slaves to our alt-modes and treated as disposable, especially in the labor caste. Some were forged and extinguished in the mines, without once seeing the sky. Never was it considered that we could be anything else, that we were worth more than that. With me at the helm, we rose up, demanding change, to be treated as equals.”

Megatron closed his optics wearily. “That is why it first began, what it was meant to be.”

An Interview

restitutiopax:

    He would have arrived early, matching the Warlord’s time, except his train was a bit late. 

     Such hadn’t sat well for him. Concern already soaked him through, coming out in the way he fiddled with his stylus and the way he chewed at his derma, watching the skyline pass and the gardens approach.

       He’s the first one off the tram when it begins to slow, brushing past any mechanical that was in his way. 

     He skids to a stop outside of the gardens, chronometer registering a few moments until his appointment, and thus he leans against the nearest hard surface to bring himself together. He’s had three days (and then some, cycles taken to get here and cycles spent doing nothing) to prepare, to ease himself and keep himself from looking like an absolute fool, and yet it doesn’t seem to matter.

       He glances into the garden, half-hidden behind a delicate formation, and balks at the sight of powerful silver and violet.

        His spark contracts painfully. 

        His chronometer pings. He has no more time left. 

        It’s a confident Pax, the Archivist who keeps the Iacon Archives in one piece and helps all he comes across, that walks out into the designated meeting space. His Datapads are settled under the crook of one arm, the other hand filled with two reasonable bottles of a roughly-cut highgrade, and he has plenty of styluses in his subspace. 

          He looks ready, but a careful brush against his EM field reveals nearly the obvious. 

      “I’ll admit,” he says, with the cheery sort of confidence that any service-oriented mechanical is capable of throwing onto their voice. “You are… far larger in person. It is one thing to know your structure, I suppose, and another to see said structure standing before me.”

       He barely graces the very bottom of Megatron’s abdomen. 

Megatron’s field, by contrast, is tight to his frame, barely detectable to those not touching him. Millenia of paranoia practice. The time ticks to the hour, and there he is, like clockwork. Some things transcend the multiverse, so it would seem. Orion’s punctuality and… his size. In fact, this one seemed to be even a little smaller than his own had ever been. The warlord chuckled, grinning down at the young archivist, at the supplies in his servos.

“You are different than the others. Much younger… and yet you seem to know so much, already, don’t you? Before you begin to ask me your questions, I have one of my own.” The old warrior turned, motioning for Orion to follow him. He took a few long strides over towards a bench, standing before it with his arms crossed behind his back, waiting for the archivist to take his place. Only after the young mech sat down did he speak again, voice even and serious.

“How did you come to know about the war? Before I can begin to answer you, I must understand your… personal context.” The warlord will remain standing until he receives an answer, towering over Orion even from a few steps away.

An Interview

@restitutiopax

Megatron arrives early to the garden, carrying a personal copy of his original manifest. He flits through the pages in the datapad, adding notes here and there. Things that worked, things that didn’t. Hindsight’s view.

His optics remain filtered red, for now. It is, after all, the only thing he has left to hide behind.

restitutiopax:

@mightymegatron

    His inquiring ping echoes throughout the small space of his apartment. 

Shoulders are adjusted to follow a line, chin tilted upward to center. He is certain and forward, his optics bright and his biolights tamed, expression welcoming and helpful.

      Thus is the stance he takes when greeting others into the Archives, or when he needs to interact with the Senators in the Head Archivist’s place. He has practice in this. 

       He’s still nervous.

       “This is Orion Pax of the Iacon Archives, hailing the Decepticon Warship Nemesis. I wish to organize a interview with Lord Megatron of Kaon, for the sake of the Iacon Archive’s lack of information on the Decepticon viewpoint of the Great War.”

      There’s a pause, marked by the raising of a bottle of high-frequency highgrade. “I am willing to pay Lord Megatron for his time, if he desires. The time and location of the meeting place is up to his decision, as are the choice of topics. My only desire is to record what he says.”

        (I want to know where I went wrong. Please, Megatron, please tell me where I failed, where we can restart…)

        “My Commlink ID is attached. If he wishes to allow me to speak with him, he, or a associate, are free to contact me at any time. Thank you very much for your time, and offering the possibility to fill in the blanks of our scattered history.”

      The stream ends with a click. His camera’s light flicks off, the optics unregistering. His hands tremble, clattering the bottle of highgrade against the console.

        He throws his servos up in a delighted ‘whoop,’ energy burning through his biolights.

When Soundwave shows him the transmission, Megatron has him replay it. And again. It’s hard to look at him at first, but as the warrior studies the video, he takes note that this Orion seems younger than any he’s ever known. His optics wider, his smile bright and hopeful, yet he’s asking about events that he should already have an inkling of. He plays it again. 

Living in the past is very appealing right now. The comm signal is hailed in return. Megatron slides his optic filters back into place, just for these few moments. The room behind him is sparse and dark, as the Nemesis tends to be. Megatron appears confident and intimidating, as he tends to be.

“Orion Pax. I believe that you recognize me. Meet me in three days’ time, in the crystalline gardens at these coordinates, on my Cybertron. If you require transportation, I will send you a bridge. I will be there, and you may record my words. I will not answer any questions about the end of the war, or about Optimus Prime after the fact. If you attempt to press the issue, I will leave. Payment is wholly unnecessary…” The old warrior smirked. “But I would not say no to some high-grade. I look forward to our interview, Orion.”

The camera clicked off and his smile fell. Three days. Plenty of time to write.