ask-smokescreen:
“All respect to Soundwave and all, but he’s not a medic. If you go to a medic regularly, couldn’t they get you in a better state? They have patient confidentiality and everything, you know. The fact that you survived all that in the first place says a lot more, anyway.” Being able to be alive after getting stabbed in the spark? Being able to handle dark energon? If anything, he thinks it would spread rumors of Megatron being unstoppable.
“The Allspark? What about it?” Truthfully, Smokescreen assumed that it had already been taken care of, that it wasn’t an issue at all. But- frag, he meant to cheer the other bot up! Why wasn’t it working? “It’ll all work out, one way or another. For now, we’ve just gotta do our best- are you okay, Megatron?”
The smack hurts, but does bring him out of that hole. “That was one of his good points, though- being able to see everyone as valuable and important- and being able to watch out for all of them? I think it’s pretty amazing.” That last part, though… “Come to think about it, how did it take so long for anyone to notice? I had no idea- and you didn’t know either?”
Megatron growls into his cube, unable to come up with an adequate rebuttal. His stubborn refusal to die was not only how he had gone on for so long, but it had given him a near-legendary status among Cybertronians. Showing weakness was not an option, but perhaps revealing the severity of his damage would reaffirm his tenacity in the minds of those who learned of it. The dark energon infection however, would still be down-played as much as possible.
Even through the encroaching haze of the high-grade, he tenses at the mention of the Allspark, not realizing that he’d been the one to bring it up. “It functions.” It was not a secret, but it wasn’t common knowledge either. The less citizens realized that their source of life was, at the moment, lost, the better. “However, at a critical point in the war, Optimus saw fit to keep it from me, lest I would damage or use it for my own purposes. He sealed it away and shot the container to coordinates only he knew. …That is why we must recover all notes from the Hall of Records. That is why, despite the planet’s revitalization, no new mechs or creatures have appeared.”
The empty cube breaks in his grip. Was he really holding it that tightly? “…Some sort of magic, no doubt. His upgrade disguised the fact that he was not Ori- Optimus. Not ours. I only found out only moments before our final battle! Comming him to call him out to fight only to have him beg me to stop, that he was not there and an impostor stood in his place.” This time, there is no fresh stab of pain. Instead, the same emptiness he’d felt that day threatened to flood his frame. He shook his helm to ward it off, preferring the agony of anger that didn’t come. “And now they are both gone, and tonight I’m going to dull my systems with this high-grade until submitting myself to medical treatment sounds like a good idea.”