It is a constant, dull burn that intensifies when you call upon it, or replenish the supply. It feels like the drug that it is, infecting every crevice of your being and lighting you ablaze from within. You feel as if you are unstoppable, and in a sense, you are. You are the conduit to a bottomless well of power, standing just on the edge, knowing that it would be so easy to be sucked in and be lost to it. You know that you must be strong enough to resist, to use it as a tool in your control and command rather than the other way around.
It is frightening and thrilling, that connection, and there is no way to sever it without losing yourself completely.
