Soundwave has already visited Smokescreen tonight. There’s one, however, who may well be the reason the shields were dropped in the first place, and Soundwave has a borrowed mission to complete. The warmonger must be made to stay on his planet, afraid to expand.
The walking phobia shield joins his holomatter double in roaming the ship, if from the opposite end, scraping at what he can sense of Megatron’s mind, whispering to it, taunting it.
Megatron is old and weak now. His frame crumbles. His spark flickers. The war has taken its toll on him, draining the life from him, just as he has drained the life from all who have ever surrounded him. From the planet itself. From his so-called friends, and those he wanted to rule. From his beloved. Hasn’t he? And it’s so tiring.
His statues will weather. His name will fall off other mech’s lips, forgotten. His works will crumble and be built over, replaced with newer, shinier things by a mech he’s never met. These things are not important. The people are, and one by one, he has failed them. One by one, he has broken them all, and still the fires of hatred burn in his spark.
Soon, he will be alone. The few who are left will find out what he did and leave him, unable to trust him. So many have already abandoned him. So many cannot be called back. Much longer and he won’t even have the chance to try anymore. He’ll fade from silver to grey with no one there to remember him as he was, or might have been, or wanted to be. All the time he might have spent reconciling and creating will have been wasted on these petty grudges and furies, these pointless, endless battles.
It’s too little, and for both of them, much too late. Isn’t it, Megatron? Isn’t it?
These are no foreign thoughts to him. In the years since Cybertron’s fall, there have always been those who, rightfully so, have blamed him for everything. When he was laying broken in an Earthen stream, he had already felt forgotten, a relic of a bygone era, having failed from the very beginning.
These thoughts are no longer his own. He may not be immortal, perhaps his age and the constant beat of battles against his plating have worn him down, but he is still here, and he is not finished. So long as he functions, Megatron will fight to leave behind a world better than the one he was forged into. To have these thoughts crop up so suddenly and clash so harshly with his own mindset curls his intake into a snarl. The other Soundwave had infiltrated his ship. And here he thought things had been going so well.
Leaving his room, Megatron stalks the halls, on the hunt for that damned alternate. He projects the thorniest thoughts he can, about how lucky he has it all from the decision to run away.
Turning a corner, he nearly crashes into a familiar lanky frame and steps back to unsheath his sword, only to find his own Soundwave, unmasked and glaring daggers up at him. His irritation vanishes, replaced by immense relief and confusion to see his conjunx up and walking. He reaches out with his hand and with his field, but there is nothing to greet either as Soundwave backs away. He hasn’t looked this angry in eons, but his typical telepathy is completely absent. Shocking Megatron further, he begins to speak, in the beautiful singsong voice he’s missed so much.
“How dare you!” The backs of thin digits crack across the warlord’s face, the tips leaving faint scratches. Megatron can’t comprehend what’s happening, only able to stare in horror.
“He’s gone!” Soundwave continued, wailing in fury. “Megatron: took Unicron away, I can not feel him… You can not replace him. You are no god!!” He went to strike Megatron again but he caught the slim arm this time, finally able to gather his words despite the sinking feeling in his spark.
“Stop this! If he were not put to an end, not only me but our entire-”
“I WOULD RATHER HAVE HIM! I don’t want to be yours!!”
The cry echoed through the halls, leaving only silence in its wake. Megatron’s mind raced. All of this was wrong, and he could do nothing… but also felt nothing.
Soundwave’s fury was never silent. He should be able to hear and feel the rage and despair rolling off of him in telepathic waves, but his mind was unplauged. All of this was wrong…
“This… isn’t you, is it?” It was more of a statement than a question. Someone was playing at this… It had to be. Even so, Megatron still had to fight to maintain his composure. He couldn’t bare this if it were true, surely it couldn’t be. Drawing his sword, Megatron began to advance, not quite sure if he was making a mistake. “You aren’t real. You wouldn’t… He wouldn’t do this…”
Right?


